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I purge because i care....   
10:26am 10/03/2004
  So purging... under rated i think.

the end.
 
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"and it's time time time"   
09:12am 28/11/2003
  OKay so I'm about to drive home from Mom's house. I really hope i have enough gas to get home. Does anybody else hate George Bush?? What he did yesterday was so stupid. He gives Texas a bad name. (Did Texas have a good name to begin with?)

Tonight I think I'm gonna go to the silver Fox. I've never been and I have a feeling it's pretty trashy. But they do have a piano there and I'm gonna see if I can play.

Happy Busiest Shopping Day of the YEar.
 
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03:12pm 27/11/2003
  Carefree
You're just the happy go-lucky type. You might have
your pet peeves, but other than that, you're
mainly calm. Blending in with your
surroundings, you're the type of person who
everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks
jokes at social gatherings - after all,
laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes you
pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you
could be the next Einstein.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Okay Okay Okay   
12:33pm 26/11/2003
  Okay, have you ever found that you have a crush on someone you've never met? I'm not talking about someone famous, I mean like someone who you see at school or work or just in passing? And I get the feeling that the kind of people I get these really one-sided unhealthy crushes on are people that i either have no chance of hooking up with or have no clue what so ever who i am. I think it's just a manifestation of me feeling lonely or sad. Does that make sense. I think so.  
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My milkshake brings boys to the yard...   
01:12pm 25/11/2003
  Why do i like that song? Who knows?

Anyway, I'm supposed to be in class right now, but surprise surprise, I'm not.

I was actually out late last night at the accoustic playhouse. We got a chance to play a song then get it critiqued by a songwriter guy. It went well. I actually met a couple of people to co-write with. Even though i like to write music by myself, I always learn something when writing with someone else. I'm always on the lookout for someone new to write with.

I was also up late last night because I was watching the Real World Paris on MTV and here is my question. Has MTV stopped trying to find any sort of attractive people for the Real World? Just a thought.

Okay, I guess I'm gonna go to class.

P.S. Will you flirt with me? no? fine.
 
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Hello Old Friend   
10:16am 24/11/2003
  Has it really been a year?

I guess so.

You would think that after a whole year i would have SOMETHING interesting to say.

I guess not.
 
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what the fuck are we doin here people?!?!?   
12:50am 28/09/2002
  okay so funny thing about oc.

everybody fucking knows everybody. it's true

here is the background:

so i have a crush on a boy (BoyA), who happens to be dating(and living with) this other boy (BoyB). they have been together for about a year and half. ANYWAY, one night i happened to make out with BoyA, who can't stop complaining about BoyB and can't stop complimenting me. So tonight i sign online to check mail and i get an IM from someone who i haven't talked to in like 2 years, literally. and it is just someone who i talked to online a couple times. we start talking and low and behold its BoyB!! and he is telling me how happy him and his boyfriend are blah blah blah. he has no idea who i am and even said to me "sometimes i think he is cheating but i realize that its not true because i know he really loves me". What the fuck am i doing here?!?!? what are the mother fucking chances people? i mean come on.

some one please give me a break. please.
 
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make-out   
02:20pm 30/08/2002
  ok i think im going through withdrawls.

what should the normal period be between make out??

how long has it been since YOU'VE made out??

i think im way past due.
 
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Soulmates.   
09:11pm 24/08/2002
  Okay i have soulmates... actually i have a few... heres a list of a couple of them past and present. ok here goes.

alleged soulmate number 1- Ryan P.

this guy comes into my work often, but i forget what made me come to the conclusion that he was my soul mate originally. anyway, this guy is no longer my soulmate for these reasons. 1) he wears a $400 leather jacket from gucci and 2) he is currently dating a fireman. first off, nobody REALLY dates firemen, except maybe in porn. and second, i can't be with someone who jacket is more then my paycheck... it's just not right.

alleged soulmate number 2- mani g. (how many manis can there be?)

anyway, i really liked this one, BUT alas he rejected many of my "hey make out with me and live happily ever after" advances. so i justify it like this: He is a "professional ice skater" AND he works at a make-up counter in the mall. Thats a little too much. You can be one or the other and still be gay, but to be both might be a little TOO gay. okay.

possible soulmate #3- drive through mcdonalds guy.

i know what you think, "the drive through mcdonalds guy?!?"... yes the drive through mcdonalds guy. i actually haven't excluded this guy yet. first, he got my order correct (which is tough cause my orders are complicated), and he was cute. Hence, soulmate. duh.

possible soulmate #4- live journal guy.

okay okay- i sound creepy now. but i was browsing through the live journals and found his. it just struck me because i wanted to make out with him so bad so i figured he must be my soulmate, right?? right. anyway, he lives 40 billion miles away, but it was still a nice thought.

i've noticed that all these people are people whom i have never actually had a real relationship with, friendship, romantic or otherwise... which could only mean one thing. Unhealthy social behavior.

but hey what else is live journal for? ...right?
 
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thursday night...same ol' same ol'   
02:10am 23/08/2002
  hey there live journal.

don't get me wrong, i love my friends, BUT live journal has this tendency to make me feel like i have this social circle of about 40 million people- and i always get somewhat disappointed that i don't know all these people in real life. oh well i guess ill have to go deal with real people at some point right... okay.

anyway, spent about 2 hours on this stupid thing just running through random profiles so i figured the least i could do is post something...right? right.

okay as ani difranco once said, "both hand, now use both hand, oh not don't close your eyes." i'd like to think that she wrote that while writing in her live journal....no? fine.

-yours. me.
 
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11:48pm 21/08/2002
  (from Revelation 1:3)
Blessed is he who reads aloud the words of the prophecy
And blessed are those who hear
And who keep what is written therein
For the time is near

(from Revelation 1:7)
He is coming with the clouds
And every eye will see him
Everyone who pierced him
And all the tribes of the earth will wail on account of him

(from Revelation 2:1-4)
Those of you who have not learned what some call the deep things of Satan
I know your works, I know your toil, and your patient endurance
And how you cannot hear evil men
But have tested those who call themselves apostles, but are not
And found them to be false
I know that you are enduring patiently and bearing out for my namesake
And you have not grown weary
But I have this against you
That you have abandoned the love you had

(from Revelation 2:9-10)
I know your tribulation and your poverty
And the slander of those who say that they are Jews, but they are not
They are a synagogue of Satan
Do not fear what you are about to suffer
Behold the devil is about to throw you into prison

(from Revelation 13:1-10)
And I saw a beast rising out of the sea with ten horns and seven heads
And a blasphemous name upon its head
And the beast that I saw was like a leopard
Its feet were like a bear's
And its mouth was like a lion's mouth
And to it the dragon gave his power, and his throne, and great authority
One of his heads had a mortal wound
But it seemed to have a mortal wound that was healed
And the whole earth followed the beast with wonder

Men worshipped the dragon for he had given his authority to the beast
And they worshipped the beast saying
"Who is like the beast and who can fight against the beast?"
And the beast was given a mouth uttering haughty and blasphemous words
And it was allowed to exercise authority for forty-two months
It opened its mouth to utter blasphemous
words against God

It was allowed to make war on the saints and to conquer
And authority was given it over every tribe
And a people and tongue and nation
And all who dwell on earth could worship it in vain
If anyone has an ear let him hear
If anyone is to be taken captive, into captivity he will go
If anyone who slays with the sword, with the sword

(from Revelation 21:1-8)
Then, I saw a new heaven and a new earth
And I heard a great voice from the throne saying:
"Behold the dwelling of God is with men
He will dwell with them, and they shall be his people
And God himself will be with them
He will wipe away every tear from their eyes
And death shall be no more
Neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore
For these things will have passed away

To the thirsty I will give water without price
From the fountain of the water of life
He who conquers shall have this heritage
And I will be his God and he shall be my son

But as for the cowardly, the faithless, the polluted
As for the murderers, fornicators, sorcerers, idolators, and all liars
Their lot shall be in the lake that burns with fire and brimstone."

(from Revelation 22:10-13)
And he said to me, he said to me:
"Do not seal up the words of the prophecy, for the time is near
Let the evildoers still do evil, and the filthy still be filthy
And the righteous still do right, and the holy still be holy
Behold, I am coming soon
I am the alpha and the omega
The first and the last
The beginning and the end."

Amen
 
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shmegg???? where r u????   
12:10pm 19/07/2002
  has anybody seen my cat??  
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its always fun to see someone you hate fail.   
11:39pm 14/07/2002
  ok so let pretend that i (represented by the letter K) was dating some we will call X, X talks serious smack on K and that makes K pissed. But whatever. so X gets expelled from X's school we will call....Z. So X is a moron from getting kicked out of Z and K is just happy because he is a bitter shallow person that has nothing to do but scorn others.... but K is perfectly ok with that. OK- lets recap.

K + X = disaster

K - X + shit talking = no thanks.

K = bitter and shallow

hence...

X - Z = funny

okay- thats it i think- any questions??
 
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sleep... and then some.   
11:19pm 13/07/2002
  so i sleep...

and then i sleep some more

and when i sleep

i hope that don't snore.

good eh? but serioiusly folks- i fuckin' sleep alot.

sleep = fun and free
 
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04:23pm 11/07/2002
  ok so here's the day. so far.

8:00 up

8:30 about

9:00 out

11:00 home

11:30 out (part II)

4:00 home (return to sender)

4:30 here

and that all the news thats fit to print. keep in mind i left out all the boring stuff, like what i did, where i went, how i felt, what i was thinking, who i saw etc..

peace.
 
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I love my job!!   
11:03pm 08/07/2002
  um... oh my god.... ok wierd!!  
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